It’s 4:45pm and its fucking hot! About 80-90 degrees out and we just got back from Lausanne. Tara lost her I.D. wallet at the cinema last night so we had to find it. The movie was called “Shallow Grave” and it was dumb-$15.00 to get in.

Sorry about last night- it was one of my moods. Now it’s 12:00am and today we went downtown for a long time et I got 135 Francs and spent it all. I bought a cool t-shirt and the rest went to Anouschka’s mom. We came home and Tara, Cliff et Anouschka suntanned while I listened to music avec Rachel (I’m a little drunk).

Tara and Cliff ended up with us while Anouschka went to Christine’s. Rahel read my journal again so I guess she knows how I feel about her. We ate dinner here and talked about stupid things afterwards. Then we went to Christine’s house (I didn’t mind- Rachel went to bed) and drank and talked about movies n’ stuff. Now we’re at Anouschka’s and going to sleep because we’re going to school with her demain. Anouschka said that “she” feels the same way. I’ll try tomorrow…I NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT HER! It’s driving me nuts! But at least I know how she feels. Je pense d’elle toujours (I’m always thinking about her). That probably isn’t right, but at least I try…