Hey there care bear! Today has been a little too fun for me to handle. Well, I think I should fill in last night. Rachel and I got to talk about a bunch of different things, and it felt so good to talk to her finally. Tara told her about the window story and I almost shit when she said that she knew that already, and she thought it actually happened. Tara thought it was the funniest thing she ever heard, but I didn’t.

Today we were supposed to leave for the Vatican by 10:30am but Tara and Cliff ended up “talking” again so I told Rachel to get used to it, because it happens a lot.

Blah, blah, blah, we ended up going by ourselves and it feels so good to just laugh and be myself with someone that actually feels the same way. We saw the church and cruised over to see the coliseum again, and it was so cool. You actually feel like you’re somewhere important when you look around and see ruins everywhere. We bought some fruit afterward and now we’re just relaxing in a park for a while before we get some grub. I love this city, and I’m so glad that I can be here with someone that I have so many feelings for- I don’t get to feel this way too often.

I never thought of life as actually being rewarding, but this is probably the closest I’ll ever be to my heaven, so I better enjoy it. Love comes in many different shapes and colors, and this one is peachish and shaped like an hourglass.